Friday, October 23, 2009

The last 2 posts, explained

well, after going through a LOT of pains (read searching all sorts of forums and whatnot) to get the scripts of FRIENDS and Scrubs, i FINALLY posted what i wanted to, since ages...

The first one,where Chandler proposed to Monica, is SO awesome, it makes me cry every single time i watch that episode (and it always starts with some 2 episodes prior to the one)

The second one, titled "My Finale" i.e. JD's final day at Sacred Heart, is also quite emotional, just like JD is. And even that makes me cry every single time that i watch it.

Which brings me to the real reasons why i posted:

FRIENDS one: well, it is the most ideal life can ever get, if you see it that way. two best friends, engaged, and the way that happens-the history, the buildup-everything, makes me wonder how many best friends can boast of something such intense! hardly a few, from what i can guess from all the people that i have known. something that happens only when we are asleep (i.e. dreams)

Scrubs one: phew, where do i even start for this one! it almost feels like JD is speaking my lines... i ALWAYS build up everything, only to see all the expectations almost never met, right from the "grand hello" part to the "saddest goodbye"part. be it any regular day, and a meeting with someone i meet everyday, or be it a special day wherein i am lucky enough to meet those select few who i really care a lot about-i inevitably tend to build every moment up, and start "playing" the movie wherein i am the lead and the "future me" plays my role in whatever awaits. and it is PAINFUL to say the least, to always come home disappointed. every foreseen moment that never happens, each "mentally rehearsed" goodbye that never materialises, is a pain beyond words. and in spite of going through all this, i never stop the "build up" imaginations... its like, i am meant to be hurt! and like JD says, i am not sure why it matters to me the way it does!! and like he says, we all like to believe that whatever we do is important, that people hang on to our every word, that they care what we think. and the future, who knows!

for everything that JD has said in that monologue, i have a memory about me thinking in the exact same manner, and i am glad that JD's lines inspired me enough to post this very unknown fact about my self!! hope people take note! :)

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